No-one can teach you the exercise. Only God can reach out and draw you to Himself even where it is not merited, or perhaps especially where it is not merited, to show that He is all merciful.
Let the exercise work as it must, and simply consent. Do not try to force your own desires and objectives. Let it be. Look at it. Be the wood, and it the carpenter. Be the house, and it the housekeeper. Be blind, and forget all desire of knowing.
Feel moved in love, and have no thought of anything but God, reach out directly to God.
If you do this, then trust that it is He who shapes your will and desire without any intermediary.
© The White Swami 2009